Christmas?

Christmas.


meh. this year I'm really not excited for Christmas, I don't know why I really don't but its doing my head in!
WHY CAN'T I GET EXCITED?!


I'll tell you something, I a good think about your parents being separated is that you get even more presents :))
that sounds really evil but yano.


loads of people see Christmas in different ways..
I see it as a time where I eat to much food, end up having no room in my bedroom & dressing up nice for once.
Some people see it as a day where you can lie in bed all day and do nothing.
Some people see it as a really religious time where they help homeless and stuff meh I duno.


Christmas at my house?
its different every year here really.
I believed in father Christmas till last year -.-  I'm 15.
but yeah, id go up to bed at 9 o clock just because its Christmas eve.. I wouldn't be aloud back down because father Christmas wont come otherwise, I can never get asleep though.
when i finally fall asleep, I wake up about 7 ish and me and my little brother get in bed with my mummy for a bit because its so cold..
then we all go down the stairs together, my mum first and she goes :O father Christmas has been and my little brothers face lights up and he goes running into the living room and we open al our presents at about 9 ish my dad ring me to see how i am and if i got what i wanted, these are the times i miss the most.
not having my dad with me on Christmas morning.
i miss being a little kid.
when i get ready and get all girly with my hair done nice, and wear a dress.
i go see my daddy :))))))
i love seeing my dad, its the only time of the year I see him smiling I love it.
my dad means the world to me even though he can annoy me sometimes.


yeah then we open all our presents at my nan's and my auntie and uncles come round and stuff..
its fun.


We then go to my grans and have Christmas dinner, she makes THE best Christmas dinner ever.
we have our presents family comes over.
I go home get in bed and feel all meh, fat and tired.
I really do wish i was a little kid again, i was so happy.
everything was so perfect..


Thats my Christmas, oh the joys, I cant wait i tell ya.
no seriously, no sarcasm there :') Lol. jks.
its all sarcasm :')


meh effort typing.
I'm off, but yeah, Merry Christmas everyone :) 


a girl being something shes not.xo

This is as festive as i get. 
Yes, Red Lipstick.