i cant wait... This year has been most peobelbly the worse year ever.
To much shit has happened.
I lost some people, I gained some people, I had my heart broken, I had my heart fixed.
I was lied to, I got revenge, I caught people bitching about me, I got revenge, I got cheated on, oh I got revenge.
I smiled, I cried, I got pissed, I got laid, I made mistakes.
but know what, fuck it..
This year;
its been a bit of a mad one.
I never expected it to fly so fast though, I remember last NYE, oh god :|
I was drunk at home ( we had a party D: )
and at 12 o clock I couldn't get hold of my dad and it really upset me, I tried ringing for about 4 hours but it just would get through, then I realised at half 5 in the morning after crying, running my makeup & arguing with my mum, his number wasn't right :')!
Bad times.
but yeah, 2010, Fuck.
Never gonna forget it, but a lot of it, I wish I could..
I changed a lot this year..
This is gonna be very embarrassing, but yeah I've changed so its good..
This was me in January, fuck i was such a dirty chav, what was i thinking :|?
Really? Thats shocking.
Fanny fringe, slaggy pose, and wth .. just me.
wth was I :')
This is me now :))
im not pretty I get that, but I think i look a lot better than I was, i dress better, as in cover myself up, my hairs darker, and I don't wear as much makeup :)
I have changed a hell of a lot..
I listen to different music, I youst to love n-dubz, chipmunk, Rihanna, Lady Gaga, Justin Bieber :|..
wth was I really?
but nowwwwwwww..
i listen to stuff like, kids in glass houses, boys like girls, a rocket to the moon, you me at six, a day to remember
Stuff like that :)
that's a lot better.
Every weekend way back in the start of the year I'd go out on a Friday night, sit on a park with about 20 people and get drunk, make many mistakes and piss in bushes. :|
drinking outside? Don't do it.
I once rang up my boyfriend at the time and told him I hated him, he ruined my life, I never wanted to see him again and I was madly in love with my bestfriend, yeah, bad times.
I'd go out in joggers a tiny vest top, push up bra Ugg boots & rob one of the lads jackets who I was out with, I wore stupid colours like pink on my eyes and bright pink cheeks with massive gold earrings.
< THIS IS HOW I WOULD DRESS FOR SCHOOL! :| Fml.
So yeah, I changed this year, for the better.
I've got fuck all else to say, I was just thinking about shit changing..
so yeah :D Everyone have a good new year :)
a girl being something shes not.xo