poeple i could't live without you make it itself.

poeple i could't live without you make it itself.

Friday 28 January 2011

i promised you pictures of my piercings :)

God i look like a tit :')
but its the only way you would be able to see them..

EAR; Traugs, Scaffold & now 12mm Strecher :D


MOUTH; Tongue & Smiley :D


other are my belly.. not gonna take picture coz its ewwwwey.
























                                            

Monday 10 January 2011

Piercings?

15 and have 6 piercings.

blah! i want more, now.
but hey! tonight, I'm getting my tongue done :D

my piercings?

1) Ears - my first piercing was my ears, when i was like 8 or something, i don't know why, just wanted to.
2) Belly button - next i had my belly button done when i was 11, the day before my 12 birthday.. there was only 1 other girl in my year with it done, so i wanted to be the 2nd :)
3) Scaffold - when i started "changing" i decided i wanted to start piercings on my ear, so.. i got my scaffold done, i had a bar through it, it didn't hurt but afterwards it was like fml.
4) Ear Stretching - oh dear, i started stretching my ear, its now 8mm i remember when i went from 6mm to 8mm :') God it hurt, a lot.
5) Tragus - this is the only piercing that hurt me, it felt disgusting.
6) Smiley - Yaaaaay :D one of the happiest moments of my life, There isn't a lot of people that know about a smiley piercings, for the ones that don't, its the weird skin the the top of your mouth in front of your teeth. Google it.


Im in school at the minute but afterwards im off to get my tongue pierced :D I'm so scared, i dont know why, i get scared everytime i go for a piercing, and then most of the time it doesnt end up hurting!

What my family thinks?
Well Well Well most of them don't like them & they always go on about them that I'm a piece of metal or something, it annoys me and sometimes upsets me, but now I'm sorta used to it.

My mother has told me im not aloud any for a while after my tongue but i can convince her.
i dont want any till i leave school now i think, but il end up changing my mind.


WHAT I WANT DONE WHEN I LEAVE SCHOOL?

  • Anti - Tragus.
  • Frowny.
  • Nose.
  • Septum.
  • Lip.
  • Hip.
  • Neck.

i think thats about it :')

but yeah, people call me weird for having so many piercings in weird places, but i don't care :D

PS IM GONNA PUT SOME PICTURES UP SOON :D!

a girl being something she's not.xo


Saturday 1 January 2011

New years eve :|

Well shit.

Last night? Someone please shoot me.

Here's what happened..

right, I was planning on going Jorja's, but I just Didn't have the effort, because I was in a horrible mood, So I decided to stay in with my dad and my brother, But when I got there my father was in a horrible mood and I Wasn't staying in with him while he was like that.. I still Didn't want to go to Jorja's because we wasn't drinking and tbh, I cant be doing with no drinking because I don't like to know what I'm doing new year.. so my friend, Beth invited me round :).. seen as I used to like her brother and think I will always have some bit of feelings for him it was a bit wierd, but I went.. luckily he went out..
Me & Beth got drunk, I couldn't walk properly x)
around 12 Mathew came home.. I always get really nervous when I see him.. I duno why, but I do.
he was recked outta his head, crawled up the stairs and everything..
i helped him get into bed and slapped him a couple of times because he was annoying me.2
but guess what silly me went and did? when I thought the twat was asleep, kissed him on the cheek went if you knew.. I love you". the twat heard me because he was awake.

he then texted me about a hour later when he had sobered up and told me to go into his room..
I did, we lay there for about 3 hours.. just talking about loads of stuff and he told me that him and his girlfriend Aint gonna last forever.. I was like in my head " I think I just died a little".
we then decided when he's single I'm gonna be his sex buddy :') Wtf is my life.
we then decided to blow up a apple flavour condom and opened pena colada lube, just to see what it tasted like, its really not nice. He then decided to put a condom on and then show it in my face, I was like :| wth.

then I went bed and woke up in the morning with the worst headace ever.


meh, I'm going back to bed now.
I'm in pain.

A girl being something shes not.xo