A little bit of an update :D

omgomgomgomg!
I ORDERED MY NEVERSHOUTNEVER! TICKET :D happy happy fucking happy.
March 23 2011 7:00 PM, Academy 2 Manchester.
Shall be the happiest moment ever.


God im so excited.


Bestfriend? Lol wtf.
I am no longer friends with Jorja, Don't ask why, Just no. People change.


Matty? bvgobfjfjg. (ANGER).
i dont fucking get it!
he has been at my house 4 nights in a row now, not leaving to late, we sit having a laugh watching tv with my pracically lay on him, we talk about the weirdest things, we made fucking cakes for god sake!
But he's still with his girlfriend, Its starting to hurt again.
my mum likes him, my little brother loves him to bits, he's perfect. and i can't have him.
my mum says he like me, but i don't know :/ its doing my head in.


I'm still off school :') been about 4 week now or something.. but yeah, who's complaining? not me, Just the government. Fuck them.
Gonna have so much coursework to catch up on though -.- Fml.


My mums been going out like constantly recently -.- so im stuck babysitting, But, i've got about 30 quid out of it :D 
and mattys been coming over so thats been putting me in good moods :)




Going shopping tommorrow with my mummy, Gonna  try convince her to let me have another piercing.. she said not till inn 16 because thats when i can have sex so i can do what i want them :')
but thats a whole 10 months away -.- so gonna be like "muuuuummmmy know like you love me" see where it gets me. 
Wish me luck, Seriously.




My dads starting to take the mic :/ he keeps letting us down.. making plans then saying he's busy.
meh.

OH! i got a new dress..

Valentines days overrated.

jbvubwjv I FUCKING HATE IT!

Especially when im single.
it doesn't half depress me.


it all started back in year 4..
I was yano, the normal girl, Happy and stuff.
there was a new boy, he was horrible.. I thought nothing of him, Until.
valentines day. Know the trays you had with all your stuff in in primary school? well yeah, it was break time and we went out for "play time".. when I got back, I opened my tray to get something out & there was a card.. I opening it, it was one of them really cheap ones, off this new boy.
inside it said " to katiey luve alex.. "it took my ages to read and I just didn't know what to do, by the end everyone in school found out and at dinner time I was pressured into getting with him -.-
we lasted about 6month, first kiss and everything it was horrible, but I'll never forget it.
bless my first valentines :')

so that why I don't like valentines day, I've not yet spent any of my whole 15 years of live with someone.
its very depressing actually.
im going to spend the day in bed, watching depressing films with chocolate and ice cream.

I started liking Matty again :/
even though  do care about Nathan, me and matt have been spending a lot of time together and i just kinda keep getting all these feeling for him back :/
I'm even having dreams about him, one where we had sex :| wtf.
and then another about us kissing, it was so wierd I woke up in a shit mood because i knew that it wasn't real & I'd do anything for it to be.
he's still with his girlfriend, he keeps like telling me shes annoying and his sister is telling me they arguing all the time :/
I really don't know what to do, I keep getting mixed signals off him..
like Saturday he blew his girlfriend and mates of and came mine, he stayed till 12 and we made cakes :') and we were lay on my bed looking into each others eyes :@ meh i hate it.

I reallllllllllly don't know what to do.

but yeah, FUCK VALENTINES DAY! :D

So i was going through my laptop, and found some stuff..

So it was Christmas night, feeling crap, what more can I need when I
have beer and my bestfriend.

Summer romance ;)

 

As you do, Chillin in Triangle toilets, My bestfriends the
classiest thing going I tell you that.

Chillin at Ivyrise gig, My bestfriend has never ending legs -.-

Yeah bitch, JohnnyGetTheGun are some amazing band.

OMGOMGOMG!
As if i had my picture took with JohnnyGetTheGun!
Look dreadful but god i was chuffed.

Betttttttth & Me.
So many memories.

So yeah, My first gig.
Kids in glass houses.
i was so scared i didn't even go in the mosh pits :') just chilled at the side.

So yeah, i dont know if you know but i have so mega obsession with Pixie Lott.
Im gonna marry her one day.
so my mums ex boyfriend got me two tickets :D
i was over the moon.

So yeah, me and him might not be together anymore..
But i miss him so much & love him with all my heart.

SANTASUSANNA 2010.
Best by far.
met so many amazing people on this holiday.

SANTASUSANNA10.
showin some of my moves on the dance floor.