Last night? Someone please shoot me.
Here's what happened..
right, I was planning on going Jorja's, but I just Didn't have the effort, because I was in a horrible mood, So I decided to stay in with my dad and my brother, But when I got there my father was in a horrible mood and I Wasn't staying in with him while he was like that.. I still Didn't want to go to Jorja's because we wasn't drinking and tbh, I cant be doing with no drinking because I don't like to know what I'm doing new year.. so my friend, Beth invited me round :).. seen as I used to like her brother and think I will always have some bit of feelings for him it was a bit wierd, but I went.. luckily he went out..
Me & Beth got drunk, I couldn't walk properly x)
around 12 Mathew came home.. I always get really nervous when I see him.. I duno why, but I do.
he was recked outta his head, crawled up the stairs and everything..
i helped him get into bed and slapped him a couple of times because he was annoying me.2
but guess what silly me went and did? when I thought the twat was asleep, kissed him on the cheek went if you knew.. I love you". the twat heard me because he was awake.
he then texted me about a hour later when he had sobered up and told me to go into his room..
I did, we lay there for about 3 hours.. just talking about loads of stuff and he told me that him and his girlfriend Aint gonna last forever.. I was like in my head " I think I just died a little".
we then decided when he's single I'm gonna be his sex buddy :') Wtf is my life.
we then decided to blow up a apple flavour condom and opened pena colada lube, just to see what it tasted like, its really not nice. He then decided to put a condom on and then show it in my face, I was like :| wth.
then I went bed and woke up in the morning with the worst headace ever.
meh, I'm going back to bed now.
I'm in pain.
A girl being something shes not.xo
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