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its been like forever.
im sorry </3

i actually missed you, but i've just not been able to get online!
i spent weeks in hospital then was always tired and now Im back at school i have time for nothing!
i hate it.

god you've all missed so much, i'v made mistakes, got drunk, had a laugh, fell out, made friends, been bitchy, the usual really :')

so lets startttttttt with hospital.
it all happened again -.-
spent like a life time in there, it was like pas boredom.
they still don't know whats wrong with me yet, its so annoying.

so yeah, i slept with matty :/
biggest mistake everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
fcb fgghuigvn g FACT!  wasn't even worth it.
my mum found out, his mum found out was so funny :') funny this is, my mum don't give a shit.
its not she don't care about me, she just knew it was gonna happen and there was nothing she could do :')
so now me and him aint walking, he hasn't told his girlfriend, so me & Jorja are trying to find her & were gonna tell her :D gonna be fun, God he's such a twat.
NEVER! play strip 21.

so then, loads of shit went round school about me when i was in hospital -.- people fell out with me, just because some slag was chatting shit, not even gonna go into detail. But tis all sorted now :D

So, my friend Beth, who is Mattys sister, came out bisexual and she likes me.
We don't talk anymore coz i shagged her brother :') what a twat.
not bothered, she gets terrorised at school.

omgomgomgomg!
IM GOING NEVERSHOUTNEVER! & THE MAINE IN 17DAYS!
so excited, got so many gigs coming up recently :D cost me hundreds -.-


thought about going lez. then thought again, i duno, i think im gonna stay away from boys at the minute, even though im meeting Jorja's boyfriends friend tomorrow :')
meh i duno, gonna have to be special to change my mind anyway, started thinking more wisely now anyway..

so yeah, i met A Day To Remember :D
very happy moment btw :')

meh i gotta gooo.
im my diploma -.- happy times, lol jks.
promise i wont forget to blog now, i missed it.

a girl being something she's not.xo