meh.
I'm katy Thomson.
I'm a girl trying to be something i'm not, its working.
I'm a girl trying to find a way to figure life out, im failing.
I'm a girl trying to smile, its not working.
I'm a girl trying to find that prince charming they all go on about, mine got lost in the woods.
I'm a girl trying to stop the scary dreams at night..i still have them.
He's the boy that i want to be prince charming.
He's the boy i think about constantly.
He's the boy i wanna fall asleep next to at night.
He's the boy that i walk past and my stomach does summersaults.
He's the boy i'm never going to get back.
He's the boy that isnt my boyfriend, work that one out.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
My boyfriend only wants me for sex. N'uff said.
typical thing you see.
that girl that wants to be the thing she isn't, yeah thats me.
gonna do about it?
nothing.
didn't think so.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
pointless.
full on live for the weekend's. Lifes shite, till it comes to friday night, but hey, it doesn't always get better after that.
my friday's are full of alchol, cigrettes, takeaway, mistakes, hangovers & sex.
THIS IS JUST A PART OF WHAT I AM.
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